Farewell, 2005
12:41 AM - January 2nd, 2006
2005 was the most difficult year so far for me. Starting around the time of my graduation, I’ve had a lot of different things on my mind. It wasn’t just moving out for the first time and entering the working world. I can’t go into details, but there are other things which complicated (and continue to complicate) my transition—on top of being a worry in their own right.
Worry was the name of the game in 2005. I’m a worrier, but until I graduated, I didn’t have much to worry about. In the past year, I felt like it consumed me. I could feel it whittling away my focus. To be honest, I haven’t made that much progress at work—or well, it feels that way. I have a job in an amazing field, so my non-progress became another worry. My head was on the grindstone all year; my mind slowly wearing away.
More than ever, I need to take things one step at a time and just believe everything will be okay. That is my New Year’s resolution: to not let what’s to come bog down what I have to do now. I don’t know if I will be able to accomplish it alone. I hope you will be there for me.
Here’s to 2006.
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